theres a certain mentality shared by 11 - 13 year olds where they feel the need to constantly express how much of a loveual deviant they are and how "forgeted up" their mind is, creating this crazy, evil love driven persona that they feel people should fear. kids that age share all of their personal special interestes and even create some for themselves that they found on the internet like diaper furry scat research, just to make themselves look extra abnormal and to stand out. standing out is the key motive here because it's all just a plead for attention. they'll later grow to realize that sharing their deep fantasies and lusts will just make them feel like a handicap later on in life because it can be used against them in whatever autistic arguments they spark up in the future. people who are honestly forgeted in the head are the people who retain these loveual desires after the age of 20.
