ive lost a lot this past month. it feels like im about to lose everything, and its all my fault. i feel like an idiot. i feel like things will only get worse. im scared of what will happen next. luckily i have toby with me, and i find genuine comfort in that. as long as i have toby, i think, somehow, everything will be ok
on the sunny side i saw alien: covenant last night. its probably one of the greatest/unnerving alien movies next to the original. walter/davids character development was amazing, and the interaction between the two is probably some of the best stuff ive seen in cinema this year. the music selection was awesome, and i think "the entry of the gods into valhalla" might be my new theme song