I used to listen to nothing but metal in highschool, and at some point in highschool it kinda reached that critical level of angst where my playlists were just full of hundreds of generic metalcore songs that all just kinda blended into each other.
After highschool I dropped music entirely, but I'm slowly building back my taste in music, mostly obscure indie trash, but some of it involves ridiculously disgusting down-tempo death metal garbage like Black Tongue/A Memoria Brooded/xKINGx, just purely for that loving gnarly "Grrrr I'm really angry woo!!!" aesthetic, even though it's not exactly musically competent. It's weirdly fun to get your ass kicked at those concerts.