[blogland] trying to get out of this low state

[Rally]

join the army

A very legitimate suggestion

just bee yourself

[Ad Bot]

[hillkill]

i don't want to join the army though. mostly it's because of something impending that may happen; and i'm also a pusillanimous individual.

[Rally]

The problem sounds like you don't want to do anything. What do you actually want to do?

[hillkill]

The problem sounds like you don't want to do anything. What do you actually want to do?

can't really say. i don't feel anything atm

[Nonnel]

depressed? get shot at

[Red Spy]

i have severe connotations with any sort of pharmaceuticals that affect your mind. i saw my dad slowly get addicted to medication for his bipolar and tranquilizers.

lol good luck then

[Frankie²]

depressed? get shot at

hell yeah motherforgeter
gets the blood pumping

[SWAT One]

hasn't op complained multiple times about not being able to get hired, the places he tries until he gets it might support his negative thoughts

if you can get over that somehow op i think the right job will make your life infinitely better

i saw a job listing on indeed for electronic sales at target. i applied immediately because, well, it's one of the few thing i know somewhat decently. i might like something like that.

This says that op is picky and has nothing to do with success or failure, only choice.

[hillkill]

This says that op is picky and has nothing to do with success or failure, only choice.

i don't think anyone wants to work somewhere they don't like.

[Nonnel]

just get a job at mcdonald's or something

[Red Spy]

i don't think anyone wants to work somewhere they don't like.

aren't you the guy who doesn't put any effort into job interviews then complains when he isn't hired

[hillkill]

just get a job at mcdonald's or something

applied there but glad they never called. everyone i knew who worked there hated it.

aren't you the guy who doesn't put any effort into job interviews then complains when he isn't hired

it's not that i don't put effort into them, i'm just not good at them. i don't have an essay-length response to a question i'm asked; my mind goes blank when i'm put on the spot.

[Rally]

can't really say. i don't feel anything atm

It's easy to jump to depression but really it could just as easily be a severe case of the instant gratification monkey.

Advice for depression: There is no magic cure for it, just wait it out. The difference between 18 and 20 is insane. If you think you're about to kill yourself, talk to a professional who gets paid to deescalate that kind of situation, if not, don't talk about it to anyone. Some care-bear is going to get mad at me and tell me that talking it out is the key or some gay stuff but it isn't. The less you hear yourself talking about how forgeted up you are in the head the less you'll actually believe you are. Revisit the problem in two years.

[Red Spy]

also being a nihilist is basically a synonym for being a depressed friend

[hillkill]

also being a nihilist is basically a synonym for being a depressed friend

if a nihilist is not giving a forget about what stuffty thing happens to me, then yeah i'm a nihilist.