Author Topic: let me describe a feeling  (Read 725 times)

okay so originally this was gonna be serious but its not that serious so k

so this feeling is a feeling that I believe I can only feel
i dont know why but it is
so this is a very confusing feeling where its different emotions mixed togther
most emotions are negative

so when ever I experience this it reminds me of when i was a small toddler
probably because thats when it happened the most
so its like you feel emptiness
sort of like a dream
your in this dazed and confusing state
a feeling of void
you feel like the world around you doesn't exist anymore
it brings you to a feeling of fear
a little fear
it usually happens to me when I lay down and feel something strange or have an event trigger it
sometimes I remember the event as a suicidal state
as I used to think creepypastas were the only thing keeping me alive
things that you enjoy feel so childish
its so strange of a feeling
i'll try to add on to this as I think of it

so have you guys felt this?




weird question: has the frequency of these feelings increased over the past few months/year?

this used to happen all the time when i smoked pot. i do it way less, but if you use pot that could be why.

i have this in episodes, i get dissociation when im stressed, its rlly annoying
ive had a stressed out week so its been all over the place, itll probably be fine monday tho

that's the good ol dissociation my boy


this used to happen all the time when i smoked pot. i do it way less, but if you use pot that could be why.
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