damn, this stuff just makes me really sad.
as someone who was a big asswipe to you in the past, i feel really bad not knowing your situation (im not trying to seek clout here, just legit apologizing, sorry if its not the most appropriate thread). (I have an autistic best friend in real life and he talks about his abusive(?) parents sometimes, i usually just let him talk about it and am there for him).
i'm not really good at giving advice or what not, and this is probably the last person you want to hear this from, but feel free to add me on steam or discord, i'm free a majority of the time.
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https://steamcommunity.com/id/copykirby/) (i dont know weather or not i have you blocked from my 1iq grudge, just DM me if I do).
(copy kirby#2805).
The biggest piece of advice I can give right now is to keep pushing through, i like to believe it always gets better (i have anxiety and depression), theres gotta be a good ending for you, man.
Moving in with your friend sounds promising, and so does therapy.