people who know me well would know that i was raised by my grandparents for my entire life and that my grandpa died at around 2017
since around 2018 my grandma's been battling stage 4 systemic cancer and only just recently decided to start declining treatment; she didn't want to die from the chemotherapy. for the whole of april she's been stuck in a wheelchair and for 2 days she's been bedridden and can hardly talk or even recognize me anymore.
i legit don't know what to do anymore. that woman is a legend; she's been there my entire life and has done everything under her power to make sure i lived as happily as i could, and now i'm watching her slowly die and i can't even do anything to help her.
life sucks man