I know it's a terrible idea to bring it up again but holy stuff is it bugging me, this constant regret and dread hanging over me lately. I get flashbacks to that thread several times a week now. It makes me so sick. I feel like the only way to clear my mind is to reiterate that I'm nothing like I was when I was 15 or 16. I was jacking it several times a day since I was 11 to weird furry stuff. I was super forgeted up and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Do you understand what that much loveual stimulation can do to someone? It conditions them to like and accept things that they should be repulsed by. It's the reason they tell us now that its healthy to masturbate all the time, so that we all become desensitized and gay. How did I change? I grew up, I lost my stupid puberty hormones and I broke the pattern by abstaining. I can't go back to it. I don't even feel like a furry anymore. I'm barely attracted to guys anymore. And I will never EVER be attracted to kids. Mark my words. You will never find me grooming like Evar or in a love offender registry.
NEVER. AGAIN.