I really don't know what the plan was here, coming back and "clarifying" what happened, when, even so you've come clean about having lolicon, you initially refused to "clarify" on the more important and actually incriminating part about the images of "nudists", as if doing so anyway was going to somehow redeem your reputation?
Even if you were just trying to clear your conscience or whatever, the way you went about it has only managed to dig yourself deeper