Author Topic: Ever have something you want to talk about but it's too stupid- (Read 5761 times)

Black and White · October 08, 2022, 09:35:39 PM

And you don't even understand it yourself so like how can you describe something you're experiencing but don't understand??
*Inhale*

Yea that was a lot but whatever that's how I'm feeling, I want to talk to my friends about all this but instead I just say "I don't feel good" or whatever a few times a year when someone does notice I'm down.

but yea today it made me sad that a girl looked at me and smiled, and that ruined the rest of my day.

What died in me so many years ago? Why is my life like this? What did I do wrong to deserve this deranged, dysfunctional, defective, genius, handicapped, brilliant, idiotic brain?

Wow perfect example I started out searching for help and I'm ending this being rhetorical.

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Meth · October 08, 2022, 09:54:41 PM

From experience if you feel like stuff don't wait for someone to ask if you're OK. Just tell someone that is in your support system or someone you trust that things aren't OK and then say what is making you feel bad even if it's rambling

Defendor · October 09, 2022, 01:04:01 AM

PM me this stuff anytime. even if i dont fully understand it, it's oddly interesting to read. ive had thoughts like these before from time to time

Black and White · October 09, 2022, 12:23:12 PM

Thanks.

Soukuw · October 09, 2022, 09:52:48 PM

I think you need to focus less on the event and more on the reason it ruined your day. If it's loneliness try to get a job that lets you talk to lots of different people. It took me a long time to realize there are people out there there for everyone, once I did it honestly made me not even worry so much about making friends, I know eventually I'll meet people I want to talk to for the rest of my life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=170sceOWWXc

You also could just take a nap listening to this

Luigi609� · October 10, 2022, 02:22:57 PM

Quote from: Soukuw on October 09, 2022, 09:52:48 PM

I think you need to focus less on the event and more on the reason it ruined your day. If it's loneliness try to get a job that lets you talk to lots of different people. It took me a long time to realize there are people out there there for everyone, once I did it honestly made me not even worry so much about making friends, I know eventually I'll meet people I want to talk to for the rest of my life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=170sceOWWXc

You also could just take a nap listening to this

carolcat · October 10, 2022, 04:32:50 PM

Quote from: Luigi609� on October 10, 2022, 02:22:57 PM

-snip-

idk how that's relevant

von · October 10, 2022, 05:37:09 PM

Quote from: carolcat on October 10, 2022, 04:32:50 PM

idk how that's relevant

it was soukow's greatest hit tbh

Black and White · October 10, 2022, 06:01:22 PM

Quote from: Soukuw on October 09, 2022, 09:52:48 PM

I think you need to focus less on the event and more on the reason it ruined your day.

Oh yea I didn't focus on the event itself just the fact that the event made me feel bad which is ridiculous and stupid.

but I don't understand why I'm like this, I mean there was an event in my past that I believe is to blame, it's just all so ridiculous.

Soukuw · October 10, 2022, 11:41:02 PM

Quote from: Luigi609� on October 10, 2022, 02:22:57 PM

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Shame you wouldn't have anything to actually contribute to a topic like this.

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^{#1 played class}

Goth77 · October 11, 2022, 08:57:59 AM

Quote from: Black and White on October 08, 2022, 09:35:39 PM

Yea that was a lot but whatever that's how I'm feeling, I want to talk to my friends about all this but instead I just say "I don't feel good" or whatever a few times a year when someone does notice I'm down.

but yea today it made me sad that a girl looked at me and smiled, and that ruined the rest of my day.

What died in me so many years ago? Why is my life like this? What did I do wrong to deserve this deranged, dysfunctional, defective, genius, handicapped, brilliant, idiotic brain?

Wow perfect example I started out searching for help and I'm ending this being rhetorical.

You're judging yourself too harshly - which is exactly what a soul sucking society like the one we live in today will do to a person. I'm no role model by any means but I've always felt that life is better lived free. Be true to yourself and to God in everything you do.... Pray for forgiveness and help when you need it, there is no shame in that - for we all have sinned, no man or woman is perfect. All we can do is try our best to make the world a better place... not only for ourselves and the ones around us but for our future generations as well!

Quote from: Soukuw on October 09, 2022, 09:52:48 PM

It took me a long time to realize there are people out there there for everyone, once I did it honestly made me not even worry so much about making friends, I know eventually I'll meet people I want to talk to for the rest of my life.

I for one, appreciated your positivity to the topic, it was genuinely good advice

^That on the other hand...is just absolutely normal

Quote from: Black and White on October 10, 2022, 06:01:22 PM

there was an event in my past that I believe is to blame, it's just all so ridiculous.

If you ever need someone to talk to just pm me here or hit me up on steam, been through a lot more bullstuff than the average person too.

CM1107ProjectInfinium · October 11, 2022, 09:50:48 AM

Quote from: Soukuw on October 10, 2022, 11:41:02 PM

#1 played class

how are you this gay

Black and White · October 11, 2022, 06:24:07 PM

Quote from: Goth77 on October 11, 2022, 08:57:59 AM

You're judging yourself too harshly - which is exactly what a soul sucking society like the one we live in today will do to a person. I'm no role model by any means but I've always felt that life is better lived free. Be true to yourself and to God in everything you do.... Pray for forgiveness and help when you need it, there is no shame in that - for we all have sinned, no man or woman is perfect. All we can do is try our best to make the world a better place... not only for ourselves and the ones around us but for our future generations as well!

If you ever need someone to talk to just pm me here or hit me up on steam, been through a lot more bullstuff than the average person too.

Thanks, and I know.

Mardalf · October 11, 2022, 10:26:13 PM

I know exactly how you feel, all I can say is to keep believing things will get better.

Luigi609� · October 11, 2022, 10:50:15 PM

Quote from: Soukuw on October 10, 2022, 11:41:02 PM

The idiom 'grasping at straws' is used to mean an attempt to succeed�such as in an argument, debate or attempt at a solution�when nothing you choose is likely to work.
also didn't you rail on other people for digging deep to get leverage in arguments lol