if i don't go outside then i end up being unwashed for an entire weekend, it's disgusting i know.
NOT in my thread with that negative self-talk, king. it's not disgusting it's just life. you are a wild animal pretending to be some kind of higher intelligence. I heart you. your bathing ritual is much more work than I could ever be bothered with, but my impression is that much of it is essential to you. not feeling like doing all that stuff on a weekend when you aren't going out is entirely understandable and even relatable
I've been feeling like garbage lately for various reasons and sometimes I go a little longer than I would like without a shower because, like... like usually cus it's been long enough since my last hair wash that I need to wash it and the idea of taking a shower without washing it at that point feels stupid but I just don't have the energy to wash it so I simply don't shower! social outings have been the number one reason for me to bathe in the last few weeks. not too many voluntary showers lately if I'm being honest. but I have this understanding that, like, you know. it's not like I
want to not shower, and therefore feel kind of icky for a couple days. I'm just working with the cards, and the executive function, that I'm dealt. and what more can you ask of someone
