I had a really stuffty childhood, yet I was happyer then than I am now. Not to say I'm emo or anything. It's just back then I was happy for no good reason. Now that things have turned around and I have a reason to be happy, I am not so much anymore. Maybe I am just confusing happy and hopefull.. I dunno. Oh, and a cute girl said she would go to the movies with me on saturday, so that was pretty happystuffs.