Yeah and start thinking about if there really is an afterlife and that when your parents and loved ones die and stuff you aren't going to see them and stuff. I went into a depressed state, then I grew out of it and though, "WTF. You just started your life".
Sweet so there is an end to my bitterness
Also that almost EXACTLY describes what i feel.
I also had been watching the series' "The Big C", "Grey's Anatomy", and "House"