I've learned that god does not exist. Being born into a christian family and having morals shoved in your face all through your childhood is an abomination. In this modern age and time "Free-thinkers" are still being declared heretics by the church. Every time Science has a new answer the church jumps on them shouting, "NO NO YOUR WRONG!"
When I was in the hospital the amount of pills I took should have killed me, call me a lucky bastard but something is keeping me here, I've thought about this, It might have been my willpower, to live and show that bitch that she hasn't claimed one more boy.
If I had a religion I'd pick Pagan, because Norse Mythology is a really interesting read.