Life....

[Rekuddo]

Im confused. Did you take 70 pills called Zoloft, or did you just OD on 70 Zoloft?

I OD'd on 70 zoloft at one time.

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[Ephialtes]

I only just read the first four pages and attempted Self Delete appears to be a recurring theme with Blockland forum users. What's up there?

[Tom Gunn]

They're just hopeless sometimes.

Everyone has a little emo hiding somewhere.

[Visage]

I would say Rekuddo had an acceptable attempted Self Delete if his story is true. Everyone else prob nicked their vein with a small knife and started flipping out crying when they saw a spec of blood and considered it an attempted Self Delete. It isn't really an attempted Self Delete unless you hurt yourself bad enough that you would have died had it not been for extreme luck/intervention.

[Tom Gunn]

I have no games problems.

[Rughugger]

I never tried to commit Self Delete to it's full extent. I'm too much of a pusillanimous individual to do so. Why? Not because of eternal damnation, but because I don't want to give up my stuff to some bastard who will most likely misuse it and damage it within the first day to a week of receiving it.

But my life was a clusterforget of unfortunate circumstances that led me to become a spoiled brat who needed to learn the word "no" while the doctors thought it was some mental problem and tried to hopp me up on "happy pills" when I didn't need them. Then I went into Foster care which cured me of being spoiled, but turned me into an ass-kissing yes man by the time I was done, so I was always in some kind of situation where I did my best to try and gain approval from other people by sacrificing my happiness so that they could be happier.

This started my long drive into a string of unhappy relationships where I was walked all over leading me into massive depression. I never turned to drugs or alcohol to drown my sorrows. I just needed movies and games to throw myself into a world that was any bit better than the one I was in. So I have amassed myself a lot of movies and games that I hardly ever play, but keep around just in case I ever get back into the mood someday which happens on occasion.

So after a few years of irresponsible spending, faked Self Delete attempts to try and make one particular ex feel bad for cheating on me, and running from debt, I finally hot rock bottom and decided then and there that I was tired of being upset and bitter all the time. So my friend gave me a book to read by a Minister in Texas and since then, my life has been a lot better.

I'm debt free, I'm going back to school to improve my life situation, I'm working on becoming financially stable, and eventually, I'll be able to work on getting a place of my own and become completely independent once again. It will still be a long road to get my life to where I want it, but I'm doing what I can to remain positive and that has led me back to religion. I've been so for a few years and has also been an integral part in obtaining good life long friends, a hopeful attitude, and how I've been interacting with people around me.

I will still be a jerk on the forums now and then, but that's only because people don't listen to you unless you are. Or so it seems.

And yes, this is a tl;dr version of my life.

[Ephialtes]

I would say Rekuddo had an acceptable attempted Self Delete if his story is true. Everyone else prob nicked their vein with a small knife and started flipping out crying when they saw a spec of blood and considered it an attempted Self Delete. It isn't really an attempted Self Delete unless you hurt yourself bad enough that you would have died had it not been for extreme luck/intervention.

I don't know, if you want to die and you try to do it but you're too scared of death to put the plan into action, it's still an attempt isn't it?

You don't need to "half kill someone" to be charged for attempted murder, do you?

[Wizard]

sad sad sad sad religion happy happy happy

Hisss, I knew that'd find it's way in there.

[Moybus]

And on a serious note, I've attempted Self Delete... 6 times. No one likes me and the internet is my only haven. I love you guys ;-;

You fail at dying.

Anyways, everybody loves Hugums. Seriously.

[Nitramtj]

I never went back to school and no matter how badly I want to go

If you aren't trolling,
I'm pretty sure you could report your mom and force her to take you to school or at least to properly home school you. She might get angry, but you're going to have a hard time later in life with a third grade education, unless you have something you're really good at, that people will pay for. If your dad knows this, it's also his responsibility to do something.

[LaCuckooRacha]

I get constantly mocked at school, mostly because they are all stuck on the belief that I am gay, and will not accept that I am straight.
Half of my "friends" will personally tell me to shut up and then talk at me, the others will purposely avoid me or ignore me.
The only true friends I have are either from my early childhood, or oht (a member here that goes to my school).
I moved to England few years ago, and according to everyone in my school, because I am American, I am: gay, handicapped, fat and lazy.
I have a horrible reputations among some of the heavier accented teachers because I couldn't understand them for a large portion of the first year, and they thought I was trying to make them mad by asking for them to repeat what they had said.

I know it isn't as bad as most others have it, but I still hate it.

[Wizard]

ur gay lol

[Ephialtes]

I moved to England few years ago, and according to everyone in my school, because I am American, I am: gay, handicapped, fat and lazy.

Where in England?

[LaCuckooRacha]

Where in England?

Stamford.

[Moybus]

Spock was born
Spock's parents divorced
Spock's mom is now lesbian
Spock's dad lives a few hours a day, visits often. Cool guy
Spock's mom and lesmom are also cool.
All is well.