Generally I'd feel remorse for someone in a situation, but I've got to call bullstuff as well. You've been sharing some ludacris stories here, and I highly doubt them. Not to mention, you stated that she died when you were 15, but your profile says youre currently 15. Also that story about your ex chad or something like that is causing me to think even bigger bullstuff.
But, if im wrong and maybe I am, I'm sorry to hear about the stuff youve been through. What happened to your father?