I always used to be the sweet, kind, shy, innocent kid that was smart and was helpful to everybody. Not I seem to be becoming a half-lazy, somewhat-narcissist, smart-ass and am becoming violent in my thoughts. I've also been acting more like an ass to certain people in real life. I don't have any testosterone coursing through me right now, it just seems like I am doing this naturally. I just seem to be reacting to my constant status of a social outcast for so long in a rapid fashion, and am actually starting to like this. I've had fantasies where I would blow up everyone that I dislike with grenades, and starting riots going against current social norms. Is this normal?
