Nine years and a week ago, my mother, tracey, died. As anyone who's been on my server will attest, making fun of her is a directed way to earn a permanent ban.
Anyways, today was her birthday. Every year my family and I go out and celebrate it for her, but it's been getting more and more awkward. My nine-year-old sister was born the day before she died. As such, we've pushed her birthday party a week earlier every year so she doesn't have to think about never having a mother.
This year, as I prayed a rosary for her (yes I am catholic but that is not the issue at hand stow it for now), I couldn't contain myself any longer. I broke down crying in a van filled with loud teenagers, and amazingly, they noticed immediately.
Technically this topic shouldve been a week ago, but I had stuffty phone reception all week.
My mother died shortly after giving birth to my youngest sister. As such, I've spent the pas nine years of my life helping raise her. It is incredibly sad everytime she asks if mommy actually loved her, or how she died. I'm just posting this here for the sale of posting it.
Malestom if you would be so kind as to PM me pics I would be extremely grateful.
