Hopefully this clears some things up.
I am biloveual.
I tend to call people friends without any meaning to it. To me it's only a generic "blargh I'm angry" thing to call people, and it's more fun than most other things because I tend to imagine the "pile of sticks" definition.
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Someone named "E K S I" with a black and green helmet is a very unlikely coincidence, but I don't mind them that much. It's pretty easy to tell they aren't me.
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Sorry if I offended you in the past, Trogtor, and everyone else.
I have a history of uninhibited anger that gets redirected to the wrong people at the wrong time. For some reason, it only ever gets as bad as it does while I'm playing or hosting Blockland. Tiny irritations build up into a very unpleasant few minutes where I get extremely annoyed or offended at incredibly trivial things.
I've been very docile and self-isolating for most of my life. Being a basically anonymous dictator over my server brought out the worst in me, and the habit is dying hard.
The comments on this thread are making me realize how badly I need to master preventing it. I apologize sincerely for everything I've done to give this impression of my personality.