Joshua Moon and Personal Agendas

[Thar]

Isn't everyone?

There's a difference between a little weird and house burned down deprived childhood forgeted up

[Aces]

His house burning down suddenly makes him forgeted up? He was forgeted up before.

Lol tell that to all the arson victims.

[Visage]

His house burning down suddenly makes him forgeted up? He was forgeted up before.

Lol tell that to all the arson victims.

He was also forgeted up before anyone was mean to him.

[Thar]

His house burning down suddenly makes him forgeted up? He was forgeted up before.

Lol tell that to all the arson victims.

No, no one in his personal life gives a stuff about him unfortunately

[Aces]

I'm not trying to bash him or go anti-iban, but yeah he's kinda forgeted up.

[Thar]

I know, I'm not trying to go anti Iban either, in fact I kind of respect him in a weird way but he's still forgeted up

[Gojira]

the irony is, I have his own script blocking him

[Rugged]

No, no one in his personal life gives a stuff about him unfortunately

Actually I talked to him recently, he said his mom and him are like best friends

[CityRPG]

Actually I talked to him recently, he said his mom and him are like best friends

We've always had a relationship of something like two teenagers. Two days ago I went with her to her friend's house, and her friend's daughter and I got high together.

[Thar]

Well god damn everything I think I know is wrong

Have a good life Iban lol

[CityRPG]

I already said it's not abusive.

I just don't get attached to what I should. People, objects, myself. I don't care.

From February to December of last year I lived alone. I worked from March to September at a fast-food place, then I got a job online. After I got a job online, I could go weeks without talking to anyone. The only person I'd even say hello to is the Walmart greeters when I went grocery shopping to get my buckets of coffee.

I wasn't designed intellectually to communicate with people. That's just not how I was built.



But oddly enough, my strongest desire is to be wanted, to be loved. That's what drives me. I want people to like me, I want someone to be happy to see me. I want my products to make people happy.

That's why I'm depressed so often. I have a totally conflicting id and ego.

[Extrude]

He's repeating the Cycle of Iban, but for some reason he skipped the permaban step.

[Thar]

But oddly enough, my strongest desire is to be wanted, to be loved. That's what drives me. I want people to like me, I want someone to be happy to see me. I want my products to make people happy.

Oh my stuff that makes me so sad

[Aces]

The love thing over the web is kinda weird.

I'd just say appreciated, lol.

[CityRPG]

The love thing over the web is kinda weird.

I'd just say appreciated, lol.

I don't mean loved over the Internet. I kinda wanna know what it's like to have someone wrap their arms around me and squeeze until I can't breathe. Probably wont get to, though. lol.