no one cares when i do something good, or nice, so im going to stop putting effort into it.
you're being selfish thenif you do something good its should be from your heart, not for reward
"MY LIFE IS SOOO TERRIBLE I DON'T WORK I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT BUYING FOOD MY PARENTS BUY ME EVERYTHING AND I HAVE FRIENDS. BAAAAW"
Why does everyone post this in topics like these, regardless of the op's reasons you should be smart enough to realize depression is a medical condition.
Depression isn't always a medical condition :u
EDIT: also, i can't sleep at night. idk why, but every time i try i just end up wide awake, and crying.
it's not alwaysjust sometimes :c
It always is, if you are saying its not you are defining depression differently. In which case you could just say "i'm sad" which is the same thing.