I guess I wanted to be in some way irreligious, but I didn't want to upset my parents.
Mmm, my family is still Christian, I am the only atheist.
They were surprised when I said I was an atheist, but that was it. It doesn't really matter, I guess it depends where you live and what your family is like. For some people (especially certain American families) irreligion can be a shocker for some reason. I guess its more culturally intertwined in America.
I believe in a deity but not a specific one, mainly because it sounded like the best way to go. Not to get out of going to Hell or anything like that, but so I could conclude my belief.
Maybe you should look into other religions. Perhaps Christianity isn't the right "perspective" for you on a God.
Some people believe in some kind of creator or power, but have no endorsement into any religion or religious perception. I think that is a little bit of a cheap conclusion, but thats just my take.
So you believe in something because you feel like you have to?
I am reasonably sure that study into religion shows that humanbeings were prone to needing and wanting to believe in religion in the days of early ancestry. Just back then this was channeled through tribes, rituals, and many Godly beliefs.