i need to vent

[Kilser]

i need to vent, why else to a community of blockland.
iv been having dreams quite frquestly, i cant get them outa my mind, my mind constatly revolve around them, i cant even think strait at this moment, so equse me if i dont make sence.
my dad is always gone for months at times for his work, and its always been like that, i miss him, but weve always gotten through it, latley he comes home ,sets up rules and then he just leaves, and expects us to follow them, yet we just convert them back. my mom is always full of hatre towards me, i just wish it could reverse to back when i was smaller, i enjoyed my life, i was happy and i remember all of the friends i lost, but i guess thats how it is.
i just got into a fight with my miom, and got pushed so i pushed her back n i feel like stuff because i pushed her abck and she fell down,

iv been considering Self Delete for the longest time now because im afraid of myself, i have a temper that is never easibly fixed, or ever will be, im chronically depressed, and i dont think living here is a good idea anymore, but im afraid of doing anything else.
i smoke weed to keep my constant migranes from happining, and im able to become socially functional again, if not i fallen down into my mind set of all this,
idk what to compare it to, its like a shadow that lurks inside of me until i loose my cool.
forget forums.
idk what to do...

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[Extrude]

smoke weed erry day buy fat white watches and bmx bikes

gangsta lyf

[Electrk]

talk to someone about it, maybe try to find another house
also, stop smoking weed

[Socrates]

On a more serious note:

You need to talk to someone close.  Do you have any relatives near-by that you have a good relationship with?

[Deceius]

iv been having dreams quite frquestly

Sometimes I dream about cheese.

[Kilser]

On a more serious note:

You need to talk to someone close.  Do you have any relatives near-by that you have a good relationship with?

never have, nor firends or anything because i alwyays push them away, thats why i came here to vent.

talk to someone about it

i tried that once, i had migranes so often i left school for a week because of it.
i cant do it without chronic pain,
all the docters do is subscribe more medicine.
forget them.

Sometimes I dream about cheese.

somestimes you should leave the topic.

[Jerkface]

Stop doing drugs, learn to cook a nice meal and make one everyday for breakfast and dinner.

That means waking up EARLY to make the food, and going to be EARLIER THAN MIDNIGHT to let the nice dinner digest.

If you don't believe that this will work, then I've no more effort to invest in you to whom I don't know.  Psychologically, giving yourself the correct self-esteem is what's necessary at this point in your life.

[Stocking]

have love with animals. its easy and wholesomely satisfying.

[Jerkface]

have love with animals. its easy and wholesomely satisfying.

loving hell, I was trying to hook you up with some hookers and I find out you like to screw sheep in your spare time.

Way to waste my good-natured effort.

[Kilser]

have love with animals. its easy and wholesomely satisfying.

ur a forgetin cow u fat peice of stuff get out.

Stop doing drugs, learn to cook a nice meal and make one everyday for breakfast and dinner.

That means waking up EARLY to make the food, and going to be EARLIER THAN MIDNIGHT to let the nice dinner digest.

If you don't believe that this will work, then I've no more effort to invest in you to whom I don't know.  Psychologically, giving yourself the correct self-esteem is what's necessary at this point in your life.

idk how to respond to this, im not gonna get any sleep tonight, and i got summer school tomorow.
forget.

[Deceius]

somestimes you should leave the topic.

That's not conducive though. You're not even out of high school, just deal with your angst like everyone else.

[Electrk]

have love with animals. its easy and wholesomely satisfying.

or he can just have love with you, that is, if he wants to have love with a cow.

[Jerkface]

ur a forgetin cow u fat peice of stuff get out.idk how to respond to this, im not gonna get any sleep tonight, and i got summer school tomorow.
forget.

You can start the life change at any point in time.

Go to bed now, get up for school, do your best... and make up with your mother.

Also, change your depressing avatar.

[Stocking]

ur a forgetin cow u fat peice of stuff get out.

talk to a shrink and get some xanex. nothing we say here is going to make you happy.

[Socky]

have love with animals. its easy and wholesomely satisfying.