why was page 14 bible quotes i thought i left religion class at school
A freak? A joke? A disappointment?
It must be terrible to know that you'll forever be that family member that the rest just, don't talk about. An eternal embarrassment. A stain. You shame your family and make them subjects of ridicule, what respectable people could rear a young man so poorly, that he makes himself a eunuch? It's laughable almost, and it sort of makes me appreciate the things I take for granted.
I've had guys lust after me for as long as I can remember. I've fallen in love, and I've made love in more intimate ways than you are biologically incapable of experiencing. You'll never have a life like mine, even though you paid to have your body deformed and wrought into an uncanny, pitiful mockery of my natural form. You're forever going to be delegated to special interestists and the most insecure and desperate of men. Your life is over, the constant rejection and alienation you've experienced all your life will only increase tenfold in light of your operation.
The hatred you've always had for yourself will be magnified, when you find that people can no longer love something so repulsive. Soon, maybe even now, you will find yourself repulsive as well. There's no going back.
You will never be a man. You will never be a woman.
You will never matter to anybody.
I don't want to bring this up again but this was a pretty low blow, even for you. I don't think you've ever hit this low. Maybe you have, w/e.
