Unless you believe in existentialism
uh, im a nihilistic existentialist, and that just means that life has no inherent meaning and all things in life are only as meaningful as you personally consider them.
you may be correct, but existentialism is one of the loosest philosophical thought groups as it is entirely focused on the individual's beliefs.
for example, as an existentialist, i believe that because things in life have no objective common value, morality itself is relative. i believe morality is just the most commonly held belief within a society - like a hivemind.