I'm not one of these pitiful teens that say YOLO and SWAG. I see the world how it is, I see all the pain, suffering, all the stupid leaders and hungry people. The world is a terrible place where we are forced to live. I'd dare call myself much more mature than your average teen in this generation. I'm even good with psychology. I may be 15, but depression has no age limit.
I've tried, before when my heart was broke by someone else but on a much lesser scale. No one wants me in this world. I have friends, sure. but thats all. My parents dont appreciate me. I'm probably the least important of all my friends. I'm not stupid enough to commit Self Delete, thats nothing but running from your problems. I'm not a coward. But i have lost all will to continue trying. Life is nothing more then born, live, die. The odds of anyone leaving an impact on this word, are slim. The odds of me leaving any impact on life, are none.
Relax, it's one girl. You're going to feel this love you feel now for dozens of other girls before your time on this earth is up, she isn't unique.
I'm not one of these pitiful teens that say YOLO and SWAG. I see the world how it is, I see all the pain, suffering, all the stupid leaders and hungry people. The world is a terrible place where we are forced to live. I'd dare call myself much more mature than your average teen in this generation. I'm even good with psychology. I may be 15, but depression has no age limit.
You're 15. You have had only 10-11 years of conscious (semi) intelligent thought. You're not as smart as you think you are. I'm not as smart as I think I am. I thought I knew a lot when I was 15 just like you do.
The lyrics hold true, "The more I see the less I know." A year from now, you're going to look back at yourself and realize you had it all wrong. That you knew so little that you thought you knew it all. I've done that countless times, and now all I can do is hope that I'm getting closer to the truth than I had been a year ago.
When you learn about something, you get to a point where you know it all. Then you go a little deeper and realize you know next to nothing on the subject, and that's when the true education can begin.
I've tried, before when my heart was broke by someone else but on a much lesser scale. No one wants me in this world. I have friends, sure. but thats all. My parents dont appreciate me. I'm probably the least important of all my friends. I'm not stupid enough to commit Self Delete, thats nothing but running from your problems. I'm not a coward. But i have lost all will to continue trying. Life is nothing more then born, live, die. The odds of anyone leaving an impact on this word, are slim. The odds of me leaving any impact on life, are none.
There's a lot to explore in life, a lot of interesting people to meet, and a lot of fun to be had. You yourself might not be remembered in history forever, but history is nothing but a chain of events starting with the simplest of actions. You'll affect people in ways you'll never realize. People will affect you in ways you'll never realize. Even if you find only one person and help change them for the better, your life was important.
If you just want to get over her my best advice is to move to the next one. Chill with your friends, go out to places you normally wouldn't, and meet new girls.
