I've found a new meaning to my life

[superslayer]

This must be what it feels like to be dead. No happiness. No hope. Just sitting in darkness, wondering what's the point? why should i bother anymore. its not worth it. I've lost the only person who gave me hope, happiness and love. now i have nothing. no one. no happiness. no hope.

This, is what depression feels like. this, is what its like to be broken beyond repair, a desolate husk, a useless nobody roaming the earth, void of happiness and positive feeling.

Never end up like this. My life is now hell on earth, and i wouldn't want anyone to experience the agonizing pain.
I have this thing with large quantities of emotional stress. I go all depressed until i can get a hold of it. And I've found my reason in life, my purpose if you will. Its to help other achieve the happiness that so easily eludes me. I might be a psychiatrist, or something like that. I may not be able to make an impact on the world, but i do want to make an impact on at least one persons life.

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[weaver123]

I know that feel. Seek guidance.

[dotdot: reloaded]

Bad breakup? Masturbate. Furiously.

[superslayer]

I don't want sympathy. I dont want to hear how it will get better. I want to let it be known that this, is what depression feels like. and to warn you to never, let yourself get to this point. Its both physically and emotional painful.

[superslayer]

I know that feel. Seek guidance.

no one can fix this. no one could even hope to restore the happiness that was once my life. I'm nothing now, a soulless husk, wondering the earth with no direction, no hope and no purpose.

those who remember, this isn't the first time i've done a depression thread on this forum. But, this is the only time its been true depression. This feeling of emptiness...its madding. I want it to stop, so bad. but i know it wont.

[Cucumber!]

Yeah that sounds like the "break-up" phase to me. It'll pass dude. Chillax.

[dotdot: reloaded]

u need JESUS go to your local CHURCH and seek guidance from your LORD GOD

[Tetris]

It sounds more like he lost a parent or something

Dude you have reason to live. Just think, what would they want you to do? Make them proud, bro.

:)

[Nightmare-Duckie]

u need JESUS go to your local CHURCH and seek guidance from your LORD GOD

Do this if you want to live in expectancy but have nothing happen only to receive more disappointment. It works for short-term hope, but that's just about it.

Also if you want to warn people about depression, it helps to tell us what got you this way so we can avoid it.

[superslayer]

No. my life was miserable before. I was depressed when she found me. I was contimplating Self Delete when she saved me, gave me happiness and hope again.

and now its gone. and im back to the worthless piece of crap I've always been.

[MaroonCacti²]

>15
>depressed


Stop being a teenager.

[auzman466]

Bad breakup? Masturbate. Furiously.

[Nightmare-Duckie]

I was depressed when she found me.

There we go. It was a girl thing. Grieve it out, just don't do anything drastic. If not for yourself, don't do it for the people that love you. Also don't do the "but nobody loves me" crap because that's not true. Furthermore if this is a girl thing and you off yourself, she'll forever think it's her fault, and how is someone supposed to live a life knowing they caused a 15 year old's death? If you're this depressed, you must have cared, and you shouldn't do anything to hurt her. Whoever "her/she" is.

[Cucumber!]

Yup, breakup phase. Hang in there, man. My friend has gone through this same feeling. He talked to me about how if he didn't ask "her" he was gonna kill himself. Then after the breakup he was depressed as forget for a week. Now he's normal and moody again.

[Jaxx]

>15
>depressed


Stop being a teenager.

>15
>giving medical advice

stop acting like you know things you don't.