I can't read what you just said. Your grammar is terrible, but at least I try. If you "just wanna play" then you aren't welcomed here. The server needs good, dedicated people who come here for the roleplay, not just to play. I'm not jerking off to you unless you are cute, my age/older than me, and actually not ugly.
You're on a more worst community, it's called Blockland. I'm not going to agree with your backstory until you fix it and make the grammar all better, also, I don't expect you to make a 30 chapter book, I expect you to make a good paragraph, not two sentences. If you're new, great, but that doesn't mean my expectations are special for you. Portal doesn't want you in the server, that's why he said nope.