I see that I'm a nuisance, so I'll stop posting my videos here.
I act the way I do because of the deep depression and anger I've been in for the past year or so and the reason I make and/or post my videos here is because I have nothing to do at all. Right now I'm sitting in my dark living room alone and I don't really have many friends to talk to since I've basically spoiled my reputation here. My Mom doesn't pay much attention to me anymore, so this is basically my only source of entertainment/communication since I can't leave my house and don't have any nearby friends. Every night I go to these forums to get away from the depressing realization of life. The videos I make are a hobby that I do to entertain myself and hope that anyone will ever like them. Whenever I create a topic I usually get reminded that I'm really not good at what I do. I can take harsh criticism, but when people call me a whiteknight or a loving idiot out of nowhere it usually starts into a flame war. I really wish people would stop labeling me for my past actions. I make videos and when I get criticism I try to do better.
Sorry if I made you upset, I'll stop posting my videos.
