Dear Mommy,
You are right. About everything. I admit to lashing out against you, not taking your advice, and more often then not complaining about something or another. And I am sorry. As you said you are sad, as am I, about a lot of things. But that doesn’t give me the right to take out my frustration on you. And for that I apologize. I am truly sorry and I know I continue to do it.
But I miss you. I miss talking to you while I walk, talking to you at tutorial, telling you about my classes or something that happened at school. You truly are my best friend. I don’t have any real friends my age. I feel terrible for making you feel the way you do. I can’t reiterate enough how truly sorry I am and how terrible I feel.
I am just asking to talk to you, say I am sorry, and hopefully be able to clean the slate and start fresh where a conscious effort on my part will be made to not complain about stupid things, take your advice, and lessen the drama I bring to your life, because I miss you in mine.
I hope you know that this letter is sincere and like you I will also always love you unconditionally. But to be honest, these last few days for me have been so terrible because I haven’t been able to talk to my mommy. Whether you think so or not I really enjoy our talks whether it is about the weather or how ridiculous some kid in my Government class is.
I hope you understand how truly sorry I am for everything. I don’t know what else I can say. I just know that I have to do, and make a change.
I understand if you still don’t want to talk to me. But everyday I feel like the wall between us keeps getting taller because I haven’t talked to you.
I remember it was shortly after we had moved into our house in Las Vegas. I don’t recall what the discussion prior had been about but you told me that no matter what, no matter what, we could always work things out together because you never wanted us to be like you and your parents. Well I don’t want to be like that either. I can’t imagine going 10 years without talking to you. I can barely handle a few days.
I hope this letter finds you feeling better.
Know that I am always praying for you, and daddy and -snip- for that matter.
Love you always,
Your daughter -snip-
Oh god I wasnt the last person using this computer...
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