Keith, I'm going to be upfront with you here. Nobody is going to care about your past. You're what, 10 years old? You've literally got your whole life ahead of you. You can't base your predictions about your entire life on how poorly the first 1/8th went. If you want people to like you, then be sociable. If you act like an starfish people won't like you. If you consistently troll everybody, people won't like you. Go find a new home on the internet, and when you get there make an effort to actually develop friendships. Friends will care about you. Complete strangers who see you crying about your past, regardless of how justified it is, do not care about you. You're not going to get sympathy from us. You're extremely young and you've got a whole life to live, don't waste it.