i realize im dreaming in practically every dream i have, somehow
most of them are really violent and screwed up and eventually i realize "oh wait a minute lol this is a dream" and i can wake up if i want to
i've actually had nightmares before where i was like "oh wait a minute im dreaming lets wake up now."
i just start tossing left and right in the dream trying to move as much as possible, and in a moment i'm awake
but
I don't really think it's lucid dreaming scratch that. i can't control anything other than myself. i can't fly or change the setting or anything like that. it's like real life.
i can control my own body and wake up but that is really the limit of it. it is really weird.
i just had another one last night where my friend was driving around town running over people and we had a car full of black people
i actually had a dream tonight where i was in a friends car and we bought like 1000 bags of potato chips then he went on a rampage and starting running people over all over the city
then the police surrounded the car and we were getting arrested
and then i was like "wait this doesnt make sense i'm dreaming aren't i" and i suddenly realized i was dreaming
it was becoming nightmarish so i decided to wake up. i just toss left and right and i wake up. it's interrupted several nightmares before lol.
most of dreams are really disturbing or anxious and it's probably a good thing that i can trigger myself to wake up like i can.