My best guess is that Lavender was/is
Alcoholic, depressed, paranoid, raped, and cheated on
close
drinking problem (was), depressed, social anxiety, loveual anxiety, no libido, abandonment fear, raped thrice, cheated twice, borderline, dont know who i am, dont like myself, dont see how others like me, im also afraid of relationships and making progress in life such as getting a job or anything along the like
growing up is FUN
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