Drama'ing myself to apologize for today (2-27-15)

[Pie Crust]

theres an anime about jesus and buddha living together in an apartment in tokyo

There's even a loving anime based on Samuel I and Samuel II which I used to pass religion last year.

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[Blockzillahead]

the reason threads like these exist is to fuel up low levels of attention
what, is today national attention seeker day?

[Kochieboy]

fun fact: cannibalism technically isn't illegal in the US, it's just that cannibalism usually involves murder or desecration of a body, which is illegal

I hear it tastes interesting. I would try it, but only once.

[Pie Crust]

the reason threads like these exist is to fuel up low levels of attention
what, is today national attention seeker day?

Yes. Didn't you hear the national anthem this morning?

[ForgetLavender]

i know we all have problems, and i get that having a different state of mind will make you say different things

but this just seems like something that could've been solved by you thinking before you posted. forums are one of the few places where you can addend anything you say. it's obvious you care about what people think about you, else you wouldn't have made such an elaborate apology.

i was feeling very suicidal and depressed at times a year ago, but i didn't let those feelings seep into what i said here because i actually read over what i had typed, and hit preview. if i hadn't retracted a lot of comments i potentially could've made i'd probably be considered one of the more venomous forumers here, but because i looked over what i said and thought "that's not what i really think, i'm using my gut instead of my brain", i'm not.

and you don't need to construct a massive apology thread, just say you're sorry to the person directly. it'll ultimately mean more and will make you look less like an attention-seeker.

I can assure you, when I post on a regular day, where I'm doing nothing else but posting on a forum, I do use preview, watch what I say, and even edit out a lot of my post after clicking post. However I wasn't being proper today and I wasn't just solely foruming. My mind wasn't there so I was just posting without thinking.

Also I'm sorry for this thread, and I know personal apology means more, but not only the people responding can hold grudges. I often read what people say, and without replying form an opinion. I wanted to target those people as well.

[Blockzillahead]

Yes. Didn't you hear the national anthem this morning?

Oh, Danny Boy, the pipes, the pipes are calling

[*FacePalm*]

theres an anime about jesus and buddha living together in an apartment in tokyo

two saint men is amazing

[ThatDarkNinja778]

But Lavender, you're a cool dude. I'm pretty sure the forum would easily forgive whaf you've done unless it was extremely terrible, but that isn't the case here.

[Pie Crust]

The forums never forgive. There's 558 pages of proof with that statement.

[Blockzillahead]

yeah every time you make a reply I will reply to you with a link to this disgusting thread. you will never live it down

[Mr.Noßody]

I thought drama-ing yourself was the same as a forums Self Delete: ends in a ban.
Time will tell I suppose.

[§am§on]

I thought drama-ing yourself was the same as a forums Self Delete: ends in a ban.
Time will tell I suppose.

He probably would've been banned by now if that's the case

[shitlord]

I thought drama-ing yourself was the same as a forums Self Delete: ends in a ban.
Time will tell I suppose.

In the audio file he said he has an alt, and is not concerned with getting banned because of this post.  

[Mr.Noßody]

In the audio file he said he has an alt, and is not concerned with getting banned because of this post.  

Wow, what a bastard.

[ForgetLavender]

I thought drama-ing yourself was the same as a forums Self Delete: ends in a ban.
Time will tell I suppose.

I wasn't sure about it either but, like I said in OP's voice post, I have another account nonetheless. I feel like giving at least a decent apology was needed, and there wasn't any other place to publicly post it other than the drama section.