I left public school a while ago
tbh it was mostly because I was lazy. the next year, I'd have had no choice but to do both marching band and concert band, but I only wanted to do concert band, so I just quit and was homeschooled instead
it sucked. I didn't learn anything because I didn't do any of the work. my mom was my "teacher" which meant I could get away with it, and if I have the choice of doing something boring or not doing something boring, ten times out of ten I'll choose not doing something boring
it really wasn't fun. it stressed me out for real, because even though I actively made the decision to not do my work, I was still constantly afraid of my mom getting upset and grounding me from the only things I got any enjoyment out of at that point
almost every morning, instead of going straight home, I'd drive for an extra half hour or so to make sure my mom would have already left for work when I finally got home
then we moved to kentucky for a while, and I tried public school again. I didn't like that particular public school, so I asked my mom to put me in another one and she just... took me out of school. like, entirely. I got my GED a couple of months ago
my sister had moved back to where we lived before (alabama, our dad still lived here) just a few days after school started, and then a bit after she took me out, my mom moved back too, so it was just me and my mom's boyfriend (basically my stepdad at this point) in kentucky and he worked all day, so I was really lonely and bored all the time
now my mom's made me move back to alabama, and coming back to this house brought bad a lot of bad memories and emotions from all the time I spent here stressed out about homeschooling. I guess I'm less lonely, but I still feel pretty bad
if I had just not been lazy two years ago maybe I'd be happy. I doubt it though
edit: im the emperor of talking too much