Author Topic: Why do people commit Self Delete?  (Read 16591 times)

Because stuff happens :\

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thanks for the support

At one point it felt like there was nowhere to go and nothing to do, and that ending my life would have been an easy option. Funny thing about anxiety is that it makes you feel like everything revolves around you and you end up being too dramatic about everything. Instead of evaluating my situation and brown townyzing my options, I jumped straight to Self Delete simply because I had thought it was the easiest way out.

I don't know whether or not I would have ended up killing myself or if I was just being over-dramatic. No matter what situation I was in, I think I would have regretted attempting Self Delete. I don't speak for everyone on this matter, but from personal experience I don't have sympathy for people who kill themselves. In most situations it's a permanent solution to a temporary issue and completely unnecessary.

In my situation, it was moreso having thought I had run out of options and that there was only really one way out of everything. I probably would have if I didn't tell myself "okay things suck, I'll give myself [a period of time] before I do anything though". Also in relation to that, I remember reading up something recently saying that most people who had attempted Self Delete and failed had what would've been last thoughts basically leading to "why did I do this", regretting their decision of attempting to commit Self Delete.

basically Self Delete in my position would have been really loving stupid and I'm pissed off I ever contemplated it

basically Self Delete in my position would have been really loving stupid and I'm pissed off I ever contemplated it

I'm right there with you. Self Delete for any reason is really loving stupid, and yeah I'm pissed off at myself as well.

I remember reading up something recently saying that most people who had attempted Self Delete and failed had what would've been last thoughts basically leading to "why did I do this", regretting their decision of attempting to commit Self Delete.
that usually happens when people jump off of bridges
they regret their decisions in mid-fall

Well like, even other methods too whether it be hanging or whatever. Basically methods that give you time to think.
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« Last Edit: July 29, 2015, 06:26:46 PM by The Resonte! »

a quote from ender's shadow:
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“In my view, Self Delete is not really a wish for life to end."
"What is it then?"
"It is the only way a powerless person can find to make everybody else look away from his shame. The wish is not to die, but to hide.”

my mom took my ipad away because she heard me listen to fall out boy and she doesnt like the fact that im emo

that usually happens when people jump off of bridges
they regret their decisions in mid-fall

Well like, even other methods too whether it be hanging or whatever. Basically methods that give you time to think.

that usually happens when people jump off of bridges
they regret their decisions in mid-fall

this is very true.

my mom took my ipad away because she heard me listen to fall out boy and she doesnt like the fact that im emo
looks like it's time to tie your head to the traintracks and kill yourself

looks like it's time to tie your head to the traintracks and kill yourself
make sure you get that final tweet out to your bros

maybe my real friends on tumblr will help me

One time I went to watch a youtube vid I saw years a go and it turned out the author killed himself cause his parents said he couldn't play minecraft anymore

humanity pls

make sure you get that final tweet out to your bros
it hurts how this is true

if we haven't experienced something, you can't truly understand it. that's only human nature. Self Delete is usually from depression, or someone could commit Self Delete because they feel like they can't get out of a situation. someone may have suicidal thoughts because they feel alone in the world, and that nobody really feels the need to care, and that their family has to care because they are their grandparents, parents, etc. someone could be threatened to be beaten up or something, and feel like it's the only way out of it. ignorance will only blind you from understanding completely.