ugh so i'm just feeling really depressed rn because for some reason i watched a forgetton of videos from some dude's channel who does kinda funny satirical stuff but it got really loving repetitive after a while and every forgetin video he had at least one joke about wanting to kill himself or saying some existential stuff or whatever and they stopped being funny but i just kept watching for some reason
after a while i finally snapped out of it and to cheer myself up i try looking on some of the few subreddits i actually care about but it didn't help at all
man i gotta mow tomorrow and make up a bunch of school stuff because i've been sick for a while and still am
to add to that it just seems like this topic's been goin slightly downhill lately at least in my eyes
don't mean to bring negativity here or anything just ranting a bit but i wanted to sleep many hours ago and i still haven't so goodnight