Hi Blocklanders,
I have not bothered in writing one of these because I was not ready to apologize for what I have done around July/August 2015. I have decided to look back at
this topic many times and realized how much of an starfish I was when replying. I have lost good friends because of my incident and realized how much damage it has done to myself and to those friends. I have broken many trust bonds and I did deserve the consequence for what I did; I will not try to argue with what I did in the past, but I will push all of that behind and only hope for my incoming future. I have been trying to put myself back together and ignore all those thoughts that could lead to problems (we all have those thoughts in a lifetime); I have been doing better but I will still need to improve. Doing what I did in the past has actually impacted me in real life in a bad way, such as being ignorant, being an ass, and even having the worst thoughts possible in my head. After a few months from the
topic, I have decided to try to change my attitude and the way I think towards everything. I have been doing some outside activity (such as track, running in the woods that are behind my house, and lots of yardwork because my house needs a lot of improvements on the outside), I got a nice car about a week ago, and I am trying to get my driver's license.
I am sorry for being a complete starfish to the community, creating a bad impact on myself and cause revokes/problems to others.
Edit: If anyone wanted to search an apology from me I have changed the title.
