Tony, can you even afford shampoo? Or does bisjac buy it for you?
You still didn't tell me how much love you get from not crossdressing.
Plus once you find a girl who likes crossdressing you've found a girl who likes and knows about so many different loveual things.
But you know, if you only like plain old boring missionary vanilla love that's fine too bro. I'm not judging. Don't complain when your future wife leaves you because she isn't satisfied of vanilla love anymore.
If vanilla love is your thing, I ain't non-kink shaming you.