Last night I had a dream like this, usually I wake up sad because of some stupid materialistic mindset that I have but this was much much different.
I was just in my room with a girl I've known practically my entire life, like since Kindergarten, and for ref we had a crush on one another in the 4th grade and had our first kiss yadda yadda, still good friends and talk from time to time when we can.
She was in my room sitting on my bed and the sun was shining in such a beautiful manner that it usually does in the afternoon/evening where literal god rays come into my room and it makes my room glow with a kickass color of orange so everything was illuminated with color, so she's sitting there and I was standing up moving some stuff around on my desk, we were talking but I don't remember what about at all, I then just walked toward her and sat down next to her on the bed and there was such a familiar feeling of love and uh, maybe respect? I'm not sure what emotions but they we're very genuine is what I can say.
We were looking at eachother and not breaking eye contact, and we just leaned into eachother and started kissing, we stopped and she looked at me with such a nice smile that almost said "lol wake up now cunt". Mind you this wasn't a kiss of "hell yeah I'm about to get it on right now!" or anything, it was such a genuine feeling of like, some indescribable "respect" for eachother where we just shared such a great moment.
then I woke up and just went "forget a relationship would be great".
