his reponse on discord:
i feel like hes only taking this route because he knows it will haunt him forever, which i cant blame him for, but he should atleast own up to his actions because it comes off as leaving so he doesn't have to apologize vs leaving because people will remind him of this constantly, even if he grows out of whatever this phase is, especially since a lot of people are actually thinking this is child enthusiasm rather than some 15 year old that needs to cut back on doing this as often as he does