Master Matthew is the true definition of an NPC. all of his opinions are formed by others. he has no nobility or sense except that which is defined by the world he exposes himself to. he will never be cognizant enough to form a real opinion to have as a conviction. it's all a simulation in his mind. this mentality of course is driven by a desire to belong. he lacks the social exposure and function to perform as a human in his inner self, but enough to maintain status quo in his home life. i hope you can keep up the act long enough to maintain your comforts you cling to despite your "beliefs" Matt. everyone trips and falls eventually. you're in your late teens but reality will hit you and you'll find what's worth caring about soon. maybe. my cousin never grew up. could be you. i'm sad and desperate for acknowledgement from a comforting memory of a community i once knew so i'm brown townyzing the class clown.