In Loving Memory of Robert John Diller Sr.

[Inv3rted]

forget you, Kheyre.

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[Daedalus]

This really isn't a time for jokes.

:C Just trying to take his mind off of what happened.

[MtnDew]

:C Just trying to take his mind off of what happened.

Who's there.

[Rughugger]

When you were there at his bedside, I'm sure he knew fully well how you felt for him. If you hadn't shown up at all, I'm sure that would be something more of a regret, but you were there and he saw that despite the fight that you still cared for him. Just take solace in the fact that he loved you a lot and was happy to have you there in his last moments.

[JD]

Anything here in my house or in my life has to do with him.. It's never going to go away. Ever. Especially because I was right there and he died in my arms.. While he was staring directly into my eyes.. He shouldn't have had to go that way. I wish you could hear this from my heart. From inside. I can imagine reading this in a book and not feeling the impact--becausue it hasn't happened to me--and now, I just wish I could express my emotions directly through this text.

Not-an-edit: He was completely out of it but he managed to stare into my eyes. I'm not sure how..But he did. That's the most devastating part.

[MtnDew]

Well, of course.

I'm pretty sure you can't just forget about someone.
You should cherish his memories.

[JD]

I cherish them constantly and always have, but it's making me unable to function. I'm just falling apart inside.

[Daedalus]

and now, I just wish I could express my emotions directly through this text.

You did :o
This really must be a huge loss.

You should cherish his memories.

[MtnDew]

Hang in there JD.
You'll be fine.

[Illidan]

Not to be an starfish, but I'm hoping JD gets some inspiration for his music from this.

But really, that could be a good way to get it off your mind for a bit.

[Daedalus]

Hang in there JD.
You'll be fine.

Not to be an starfish, but I'm hoping JD gets some inspiration for his music from this.

But really, that could be a good way to get it off your mind for a bit.

This, without the 

[Dusty12]

I agree with MtnDew. Your father would not have wanted you to sink into a spiraling depression. Just stick together as a family and you'll get through. If you can't do it for yourself, do it for your father.

[Inv3rted]

I've always viewed my parents as more of an extension of myself than as other people.

Perhaps I'm a little too close to them, lol.

I can make myself tear thinking about losing them, so I can't even imagine what it feels like to have one actually die.

[Eryehk]

I am still thinking he is trolling you until he gives us proof.

[JD]

I've always viewed my parents as more of an extension of myself than as other people.

Perhaps I'm a little too close to them, lol.

I can make myself tear thinking about losing them, so I can't even imagine what it feels like to have one actually die.

1. That's exactly how I've always felt
2. I'm pretty sure you've already made that clear, Kheyre, and I honestly don't care if you do.
Edit: I have actually started a song in honor for him.. But I don't think any song or any poem or anything whatsoever can possibly make up for what this man has lived for.