My posts are creeping closer and closer to the front page of ARES.
This isn't good.
Things have calmed down.
I've told my inner inquisitor to take a breath, it seems to have helped.
"No army is big enough to conquer the galaxy. But faith alone can overturn the universe."
Faith is my only option at this point. I must retain faith that she speaks the truth, that there is no interest. It's all but obvious he has feelings for her at this point. The only question is wether or not she reciprocates them. She says she doesn't. She says she won't. I trust her. I must believe her. Faith is the only way.