Crying made me feel a little better, good enough to start talking to people again. That lasted about four hours. The pain is back. It's just as bad. It's there. I've been told I'm paranoid. But I swear that I've seen this look in his eyes before. I KNOW he lies. I KNOW how he feels about her. The fact that he lies to HER of all people drives me up the wall. What can I do? Tell her? I'm not her boss, I don't control her life. The only way for her to find out is on her own, and no matter what I do, I can't tell her myself. The more I act controlling, the more I push her away. However his deceit and lies are too much to bear. I want to punch him every time he speaks, I want to scream into his face, but that will not alleviate my pain. It will only intensify it. As long as she is happy, I can be happy. However, is this really the case? Are her needs more important than mine? Where do I draw the line between my priorities and her own.
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