sometimes it seems like things are bad because of stuff luck, stuff timing, or just the universe deciding that it wants to take a giant stuff on your day
but nobody cares
its just you
things aren't bad
you're just a whiny bitch
so why are things still bad
its not because you want them to be bad
or is it
yes it is
you want this
you want to be angry
to be sad
to have a reason to lash out
to have an excuse to be a gigantic starfish
you want things to be bad because it justifies your attitude
but what if you dont want it to be bad
what if things are just bad
what if it's just a little fly in the ointment that consistently ruins your day
why do you keep using this same ointment
get rid of it
get rid of it all and start over