play apb reloaded
and gmod is overflown with rapeculture
apb reloaded has by far the /worst/ community for a shooter.
you will always be against gold threat tryhards who have every pay to win gun and you will be demolished. the game is mostly around camping a single point so having a paytowin gun will win you 99% of your matches.
i just drive around in apb reloaded, though. driving in APB is fun.