Why is it that the people that I care about the most are the people I have the worst relationships with? It seems like everyone I care about is angry with me or annoyed by me all the time, or has some other low-key degrading reason they won't share with me to not enjoy my company. Guess I'm starting to realize the world is just different from what I was brought up to think it was.
I don't mean to be bitter or negative or whatever, I'm just tired of this stuff and I don't got it in me to keep it up. Like I'm pretty awfully tired of pouring my damn heart out to people just to have them tell me it aint loving good enough. Bout to stop giving a damn altogether real soon, y'all feel? I'll reserve it for people who actually make the tiny half effort it takes to be my friend.
also the forget is it with shield beetles like y'all don't even pay rent get out my house
