So this is a venting thread? ok ill just vent here
Ok so at home my mum has OCD and the house is messy as forget because shes too scared to touch stuff and it bassiclly makes it so i have no social life, im also to reliant on them and thats pretty forgetin awful, im also failing maths at school and i get stuff marks for everything, also my freind who is Transgender has a girlfreind and i dont which is really getting on my nerves because he has one but i dont and he's trans and thier like the people who are normally alone in theese scenarios but the closest ive got to a relationship is bumping into a girl i liked on the bus. oh and then she swore at me.
RIP.
My parents dont seem to understand the meaning of exceptions either, and since i recently got diagnosed with ASD (Autisim bassiclly) my Parents are holding me brutally to a schedule and nagging the stuff out of me at the same time, also my freinds are all loving immoral pricks who bug me all the time (But can actually be enjoyable company sometimes) also my group is like the social outcasts and because of that my repuation gets worse by the day which makes it so im even more unlikely to get a girlfreind #4evaalone, also the bus trip to home is really bad now because none of my freinds get the bus anymore so im just lonely (Im also very nervous and shy when it comes to talking to people IRL so i find it difficult to make new freinds most of the time), im also feeling like a complete failure because im failing at school and i dont have a girlfreind ;-; and also im getting nervous about my freinds starting to hate me which would make me even more alone despite them being annoying.
luckilly one of my teachers has been helping me a lot (Science, which is good because i like science)
and im getting really forgetin salty with my parents for not letting me control how i use my own money, i mean like FFS i just need $11 Australian Dollars ATM, also Australia has stuff unreliable weather that either keeps you inside all the time or makes it too hot to stay inside.
Inb4 i get judged ;-;