you know people are going to ask anyways so go ahead and spill the beans
Kinda figured people wouldn't actually, don't know why I was thinking that.
The entire point behind that is my literal first memory was of clouds and people talking in a weird echo. (kinda cliche, huh?)
Call it a dream but there was absolutely nothing behind this point, this is my absolute first non-subconcious memory
then I wake up and my family is driving home from some zoo
The weird part stems from the fact I have literally no memory of them at all, I didn't know whose car I was in, didn't know who these people were, I just woke up and my life started, and I had to actually ask them who they were because
I didn't know.
I know I had some kind of subconcious memory before then, because I had basic grasp of words and numbers, but literally nothing of my family before that day, it's just kinda scary to think about because it just made no sense.
The only excuse being for most of that is being a kid and having some memory loss or something, I still can't really explain most of it.
Sure, this sounds like a pretty dull event, I don't know why this one recollection is keeping me from absolutely not believing in some god, and I'm basically splerging on my keyboard at this point, but this is, for all I know, when I first came to exist in any concious form, so that's why it's such a big deal to me.
would it be inappropriate to make bets on whether or not it's a rape story?
This would 100% explain everything.